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And stuff like that. Hmm, maybe you’re the boring one. Don’t expect for someone or something to make it fun. You have to make it worthwhile for yourself.
i go to school in the morning feeling ok and when i come back my self esteem is lower than ever
Like sometimes I don’t know who I am or something like that. As time goes by, I feel like I’m becoming a worse and boring person. I don’t know why. I’m becoming ambitious again but sometimes I just don’t know what’s up with me. I feel like my personality is becoming dull. I’m just missing something.
Yeah it seems like I’m joking around but even I think it’s too mean sometimes. Or sometimes it’s not even what I say but the looks I give people. Sometimes these “people” are the most close to me. At some points i just get tired or annoyed, I say things that are not necessary. Why do i push people away.
im a stupid person for talking to you ….
It brings me down and makes me feel like im missing something. I keep thinking, what if I went here, what if I never stopped talking to them, what if I didnt say that, what if. I just create incompleteness within myself, and makes me miss my old friends that i was once so close with, and old memories. And that’s exactly my problem, I don’t like what’s going on now that I reminisce on what happened then. Which makes it even harder to like the present. I stay too much in the past. Sometimes I just really miss so many things.
tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
It’s different every time.
This blog’s for you.~
